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Kundalini Awakening Systems 1
Tales of Awakening - Chris Hughes' Story
My name is Chris Hughes. I felt compelled to right this short summary of my path to where I am today. I've always been gifted with a strong empathic ability with humans and even stronger with animals. I did not know what this ability was growing up and it felt more like a curse then anything else. I was a outsider, so to speak, in school and at home. I did not know how to use this ability and the emotions from others would leave me depressed most of the time. I played sports and made good grades in school never gave my folks any problems but I was always in my own little world. I would sometimes go days without speaking a word to anyone.
As I got around eighteen years old my life went spiraling down. Over the years with this ability I put a wall between my emotions and myself. I turn to drinking to help keep me from feeling anything. I had my first Kundalini infusion when I was 19 years old. I did not know what was wrong with me. I came home from a normal day and this energy completely threw my body into a state of confusion. I fell down in a limp state unable to move. My body was so weak and I could barely hold consciousness. After about ten minutes I was able to get to my car with my girlfriend. She rush me to the hospital ER.
The doctor took many test on me and the end result stated that there was nothing medically wrong with me. I didn't understand since I really thought I was dying or falling into a coma. I came back home and within the next five hours the same episode happened again. This time I waited awhile before going back. I notice that my temperature reading was ranging from the lowest degree of 95 to the highest of 104. I bought two new thermometers and they also would range the same way. I decided to go back to the hospital at about 2am in the morning. I was on fire inside my body with great pain . The doctor said the same thing and started hinting at mental disorders. I never went back to ER again there.
I went through this intense pain and heat for ten nights. I could not leave my bed since I was in an intense state of confusion and my body was very weak. I thought I was going to die from this and that no medical help was going to be given to me. On the tenth night the confusion, heat and pain was gone like a switch turned from on to off. I never had another case like this again .
I did not know this was Kundalini, this happened seven years ago. I didn't realize how much my life has changed since that occurrence until about two years ago when I had another awakening.
After hurricane Katrina hit my area and with the loss that many had to endure at that time, I was overloaded with others' emotions of such a tragedy. I, like most, pushed through for four months and then finally so much pain and sadness was overloading me that I fell into complete depression. I lost everything to the storm already but now I had no energy in me to go forward. I went from 220 pounds, my normal weight, to 370 pounds over the course of time.
I had a friend who lives in Hawaii come to see me in the states but I brushed him off since I did not want him to see me in my current state. He did finally speak to my wife and she told him everything that happened. He called me from Hawaii and told me about reiki and how he was going to send me healing energy. He set me up on a nightly meditation schedule also.
After about two weeks of meditation and prayer my Kundalini awakening occurred. I had an enormous amount of energy that rush from the bottom of my spine to the top of my head. With this happening I got frighten in my meditation and was doing everything I could to ground myself. It felt like going over an waterfall. There was no turning back and no stopping this energy. I brought myself to consciousness and stood up from meditation really quick. I then open my eyes to see this very bright white light all around my head. Almost like 360 degrees around me. I never seen anything this bright before. The light blinded me and I lost my breath. I fell to my furniture and instantly was in meditation again.
Maybe four hours after this I was having the classic symptoms of Kundalini . Extreme pain of gas like symptoms. Over the course of a week I had a very strong sexual desire also. I would wake up at night and feel like I was breathing actual fire from my breath. I also would get migraine headaches for close to ten days at a time with extreme mental confusion at times. I still had no idea this was Kundalini and I thought this was part of the reiki healing from my friend. My life started to change that very night .
Over a period of about six months I found my way to KAS -1 list group and website. I bookmarked the site but never went back for almost two months. I was cleaning out my computer and found this bookmark to the yahoo group. I posted a brief summary of my symptoms and got some great feedback with LOVE being the foundation of each post .
Since joining this group and following the safeties that Chrism has so wonderfully written by his own experiences, I have lost over one hundred pounds of weight and am no longer in any type of depression. I'm at a state in my life now that I don't ever see myself falling to depression again.
Using these safeties and learning to embrace Love as a foundation, I've learned to control and safely open my emotions up again without fear of this strong empathic ability. I no longer have migraine headaches or any type of pain from Kundalini coursing within me. I hold Chrism and the others within this yahoo group with the highest of respect. Without their knowledge and selfless service to help me and others with Love as the main principal, I don't know where I would be at today.
I could go on for pages but I will end with this: If you read this message you are here for a reason and I will ask you to please join the KAS -1 yahoo group. The list has helped to change my life from living with Kundalini with pain to now living with great bliss.
Blessings
Chris Hughes
(December 2007)
Since joining this group and following the safeties that Chrism has so wonderfully written by his own experiences, I have lost over one hundred pounds of weight and am no longer in any type of depression. I'm at a state in my life now that I don't ever see myself falling to depression again.
Chris Hughes
